Saturday, October 30, 2010

Coming Home (IV)

Your favorite places
My favorite memories
Regrets of lives spent apart
Separated by time zones
And more
United by genes
And much more
(Love)
Getting to know you
Learning your rhythms
And getting into step with the family.
We collapse to the floor in laughter
Or snuggle up close in a quiet moment
Then come to the table
Filled with a bounty that promises
A long time together.
As I sit,
Surrounded by those I love,
I know
I am home.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Big Faith

That Christmas when you were six
Was the last time you visited Santa.
We waited,
Humming stale carols to musak
In a line that seemed miles long
Until your turn finally came.
You were hoisted up into that velvet lap
So you could whisper wishes
To a bearded stranger you believed
Could make them all come true.
You asked for the world,
Or at least, the world of a child.
“All the toys.”
Not specific toys.
All of them.
I made a motherly mistake
And assumed you were greedy in your wish
And in your response on Christmas morning
When you asked with genuine surprise
“Is this all?”
You had thought it a reasonable request.

That New Year’s when you were twelve
Was the first time I began to see
The man of faith you already are.
We waited,
Singing new choruses with the band
In a service that seemed hours long.
At last our turn came.
We sat on folding chairs
While you spoke your need
To faithful friends you trusted
Would pray for your healing.
“In time for his birthday,” I qualified.
“Now,” you corrected.
To me, it would mean the world.
To you, it seemed a reasonable request.
And you were right.
Healing was yours that night.

Anyone who meets you
Soon learns what I have come to understand –
That any outrageous request
Is perfectly reasonable
When you have big faith.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Coming Home (II)

Miles of highway fall behind me
As I push ahead
Up the mountain.
The steep incline and tight turns
Slow me down.
I steal
Quick glances right and left,
Hoping to see beyond these trees.
Eyes forward –
Another curve.
I try to be patient
As I wonder
Which side road is mine to take.
Finally,
I see it
And turn with relief onto a straighter path.
Only a little further.

I park the car and step out
Stretch, and look around me.
There they are,
The hills I have longed for.
They roll out from me like waves
In the ocean-blue sky.
A breeze brushes me,
The sun warms me,
The scent of pine trees welcomes me,
And I am home.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Coming Home (I)

Here
Above the clouds
I am surrounded by a sky
As blue as the lakes I have missed.
Checkerboards of green
So fresh
From a winter’s worth of melted snow.
I can already feel
The breeze from the prairie
Stirring a field of young corn
Row after row
In rich, dark soil.
The ground rushes up to meet me
And I am home.

**I can hardly wait to head back home to Minnesota for a visit.  It has been too long.**

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Buzz

A thousand stresses
Buzzing about in my mind
Like gnats in my yard.